It's early. I woke up and can't get back to sleep. At first it was thinking of my PT test later today, now it's just musing. Classic style, like High School or something. I miss how simple things were, yet I was naive and didn't really realize it. I didn't realize a lot of things back then. I wish I knew then what I know now, or at least had the confidence I profess to have now (really, I do have more, but I am still pretty reserved socially). I guess I'm a little thoughtful when I can't sleep.

I miss home too. Not being dependent, just the area. And the people. I've known people back home for years, people here for less than three guaranteed. It does mean something. I wonder how I'm living differently within the multi-verse. Which me has the coolest life?

I have a decision coming up in 2011, affecting 2012. Do I stay in the military and go home. If I go home, I will have the new GI Bill which will pay for education from zero to a bachelors at a state college (plus housing, books, etc). I would probably do PSU, just because it's close, but maybe OSU would be a better fit? Will I even get out? Hard to say at this point. I know getting an education and working would be very interesting, especially if I was able to get into a cool area, but my decisions don't only affect myself.

Maybe I'll just move to Iceland, where Sigur Rós will drift over the glaciers.